Push Past

Here’s some things to know about me so you can judge whether this blog is for you:

-I have BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder). I am both diagnosed with and help in the treatment for others diagnosed with BPD along with all other mental health conditions although i have been unable to return to work after maternity leave.

-I am a single mum. My daughter’s Father has met her for a whole half an hour of her life.

-I am very self aware and constantly working on this and self improvement. It is a daily struggle, as by God do i have a lot of issues. My mind is constantly in conflict and i am always over-analysing.

-I don’t always have healthy coping mechanisms (hello brain-numbing MJ) but on the otherhand i consider myself to be a very wholesome mother. I do love trying to make my shitty studio flat that i share with my baby into as homely a home as possible. I love cooking (new fan of the slow cooker here!), healthy eating, cooking for my baby, play activities, and exercise (usually after spending a few days talking myself out of doing it) .

-I have never had a successful romantic relationship and it’s a huge issue of mine that i have been constantly trying to work on. I have had a string of terrible relationships and heartbreak behind me.

-I like to make a joke out of most of my experiences and hope my sense of humour will come through in this blog even though i am FAR too dry for my own good sometimes.

-I hope this blog will help others as well as myself x